It Is Well.....

Tonight at our Lenten Supper at church our Pastor Craig sang It is Well. I don't know what version he sang (he also played the guitar). Diana our awesome piano player accompanied him. This song really spoke to me tonight. I got on You Tube and saw that Kutless has a version. I really like Kutless. We even have this CD. Please go here and watch the video and follow the lyrics. I have been having a really hard time emotionally dealing with Cody's accident. Next week it will be 1 year since it happened. Since the day it happened my prayers have had something in them having to do with it. Whether it be for healing or praising my God everyday for the miracle He has given to us. Lately my prayers have been first to praise Him. I will always Thank the Lord for giving Cody back to us. But I cannot get the images out of my head of Cody laying there so lifeless. I still have a hurt in my heart. I know I shouldn't. I am so thankful for everything that has come about since that day. Even though this has been the worst thing I have ever dealt with so many people came to know our Jesus. I am now closer to him as well. I pray everyday for God to lay peace on my heart. Monday, memories of the hospital came flooding back to me and I instantly found myself in prayer. I really honestly believe that the Lord has not let me forget those hard moments simply because it only brings me closer to Him when I do get lost in the memories. Listening to Craig sing this song spoke mountains to me tonight. It is well with my soul. I know that no matter how hard it is to relive those 3 and a half weeks it is well with my soul. "Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come, Let this blest assurance control, That Christ has regarded my helpless estate, And hath shed His own blood for my soul." This may not make any sense when reading. I just wrote the words as they came to my heart. If you read this please say a prayer for me, say a prayer for Cody, say a prayer for my Mom, and say a prayer for the whole family. These next few days are going to be hard. I know it will be for me. But with your prayers for peace and comfort we can make it. We are blessed beyond measures and have so much to be thankful for. Our God is Awesome, how can you deny Him.? It Is Well With My Soul.....